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Wednesday, 27 April 2005

  • ugh . ..  gosh. i hate this. i screwed myself over now. i am broken, and fallen and there is no one to fix me. i can't live like this n e more. i found out that the person i loved the most was here all along. i dun have to hide who i am. i feel normal, and beautiful. he noes my bad side and he held me when i cried once. we understand eachother. i noe him so well, and he noes me. i'd die for him, and he would for me. so he says. he called me beautiful which made my day. i feel healed when he hugs me. like he's some type of doctor. i feel safe, and happy. i have a chance with this person. but . . . he doesn't want to be with me. this is the worst feeling i had yet. u noe who u r. and u prolly dun even visit this site n e more like u used to. not til u met those cool highschool ppl. maybe i'll be lucky, and u will read this.

Saturday, 23 April 2005

  • gawsh these days have been very annoying. i can't believe i let myself procrasinate!!!! i stil have to do pennings dumb declaration of independance thing. thats so gay. its just a bunch of dumb english ppl whining bout stuff. grrrrrrrr. and in have translate wat those old english ppl were saying. *sigh* tomorrow is tennis. i dun like this tennis clinic. it sux. i dun learn n e thing. and i can't practice my tennis skills well enough.

    gaby and sofia came today for dinner. it was fun, til they got a call from their friends called them to go to the movies. so they basically ditched us for their other fridnd at the last minute. i feel bad now.

    well there r 2 ducks hanging out in front of my house. i named them Mildred and Martin. i gave them crackers so i hope they come bak tomorrow. then i'll actually have real friends. MILDRED AND MARTIN U GUYS ROCK! *sniff*

    hehe i'm talkin to him online. its all good. but i am still way too far.

Wednesday, 20 April 2005

  • [xx] About You! [xx]

    [x] What is your full name? mariana melisa zamora ruiz
    [x] What does everybody call you? mariana??
    [x] When were you born? 1.19.91
    [x] What state do you live in?california
    [x] What state do you want to live in? California
    [x] What are your bad habits? try to commit su . . .. uhh biting my nails
    [x] How tall are you? 5'6
    [x] What color eyes do you have? brown
    [x] What color hair do you have? blackish brownish red

    [xx] What To Wear [xx]

    [x] What name brands do you wear? ummm it dun matter
    [x] Do you shop for clothes at Wal*Mart sometimes? never been there
    [x] What type of shoes do you prefer? umm i dun care
    [x] How many pairs of shoes do you own? 2, yup 2
    [x] Do you wear sunglasses? If so describe them. umm they r crooked and blue
    [x] What jewlery do you wear, if any? my bracelets .  .

    [xx] What To Eat [xx]

    [x] What food can you not live without? peppers, i need spicy
    [x] What is your favorite hot dog condiment? ketchup, duh!
    [x] What cereal do you normally eat? LIFE (healthy lol)
    [x] Is your school food good? mleh its ok
    [x] What's your favorite fast food place? CARLS JUNIOR
    [x] What's your favorite sit down resturant? i dun noe

    [xx] Friends [xx]

    [x] Name your top five favorite guy friends.
        1. Casey
        2. JHORDAN
        3.efren
        4. jonathan
        5. oliver
    [x] Name your top five favorite girl friends.
        1. lisa
        2. karen
        3. fatima
        4. anna
        5. chloe (I HAVE A LOT OTHER TOO THOUGH)
    [x] Who has the biggest mouth? lisa. lol.
    [x] Who is the quiet mouse? peggy
    [x] Who would bail you out of jail in a heartbeat? casey. lol
    [x] Would you ever date one of your best friends? umm no
    [x] If so which one? nope
    [x] Which one have you known the longest? umm i dun remember. lol

    [xx] Music [xx]

    [x] Name your top five bands.  
        1. AFI
        2. incubus
        3. ill nino
        4. otep
        5. linkin park
    [x] What's your favorite song of all time? at the moment"feel good inc."
    [x] What's your favorite love song? come wat may
    [x] What's your favorite hate song? death of the seasons
    [x] Rock or rap? rock

    [xx] Movies [xx]

    [x] Name your top five movies.
        1. Miss. Congenialty
        2. phantom of the opera
        3. Night at the Roxbury
        4. mouline rouge
        5. the hot chick
    [x] What's your favorite movie genre? comedy
    [x] Who is your favorite actor? lou diamond philips
    [x] Who is your favorite actress? iono sandra bullock?
    [x] What is your favorite movie of '04? my gosh i dun remember
    [x] Do you wish to be an actress/actor? sometimes. maria says i'm good at playing those psychotic ppl that show up in scary movies

    [xx] All Grown Up [xx]

    [x] Do you want to get married? yea
    [x] If yes, to whom? BRANDON BOYD
    [x] Do you want to have kids? yea. i luv the lil ppl
    [x] If yes, how many? 3
    [x] What will their names be? mariana! duh. umm i like the name Juvencio, and i have to have a Cesar in there.
    [x] What do you wish to do when you get older? i dun noe wat i'll be, something along art, or with kids
    [x] And the most famous question... Do you want to be famous? YES. i want ppl to feel bad for being mean to me

Tuesday, 19 April 2005

  • HELL YEA BITCHES I BOUGHT THE ART OF DROWNING-AFI! and no i will not let u borrow it. muahahahaha sorry. i listened to it like 3 times already. its so cool.

    today my mother, sister and i went to iono. somewhere near oakland. like walnut creek and stuff. to look at houses. i hated the first house we saw. cuz its on a really steep cliff, and i was scared that our car wil topple over at n e moment. gawd, that area is ful of hills. my gawsh. i hate them already. but its really woodsy, cuz i saw 3 deer! so i think it'd be cool. u noe if i had friends to walk into the woods and hang out. haha. but wat kinda sux is that the population is 85% white. my goodness. everyone will stare at me like a freak. i can almost imagine it "GASP A BROWNIE! IS SHE REAL! aye girly where is ur sombrero? HAHAHAHA" hmmm. i guess i'll beat them up, and then i'll get expelled. and it might have been like my dads boss' daughter. and he'll fire him, and then Becton Dickinson will re-hire him. and i'll move back. wow thats a nice plan. but i really doubt there is n e way i can stay. =(.

    GAWD SO MUCH HWK! TEACHERS HAVE NO HEART!

  • YEAH! BENEDICTO XVI! WOOT WOOT!

    he seems ok. hahaha. i'll miss the old Pope though. the old pope was funny and liked to ski and stuff. u can't go wrong with ppl who like to ski. (sp). wow. i can't believe i witnessed this event. not that i'm catholic or as reaiah says "worship" (how gay pfft worship?) the pope. its just a historical moment that everyone should watch. EVEN U CHRISTIANS. STOP BEING SNOBS! PPL WHO AREN'T UR RELIGION WON'T GO TO HELL! AND POPES R HECKA COOL. lol.  i'm glad i ahve no religion, such a hassle. haha.

     

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  • so yeah my names is mariana. I do tarot reading for myself only. like rock mostly NIrvana, Linkin PArk, Incubus, Kittie, Gun n roses, and other music. I draw anime, and am pretty good at it. I love anime. like inuyasha, fushigi yugi, kenshin, but wolf's rain is #1, along with AFI.

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